He was a man around his mid
thirties. Unshaved, in his pajamas, obviously waken up from our hammering on the
door. His expression wasn’t friendly, not at all.
He took a look at us and I don’t
think he liked of what he saw.
-
Well fuck you James, I am going back
to sleep.
-
Hey I didn’t even got a chance to
say hi!
-
As I said fuck you. Its late, I am
tired and you stink of alcohol.
And make a motion of closing the
door. James interrupted him.
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Hey man please don’t, look we wont
bother you we came to see your friend.
Our soon to be host let a big sight
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Come on in.
-
Thanks man we owe you one.
-
You owe me many, he is in his room
probably watching TV, I don’t know why but for the last three days he doesn’t
do nothing else but watch that stupid box.
-
Cool we go in? Sorry for waking you
up.
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You aren’t sorry so fuck of you and your
friend.
-
Ah! by the way let me introduce you, from here my old friend Eugenios
Dante.
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Hi!
-
Hi,
if he is an old friend how come you never mentioned him?
-
I
met him a couple of hours ago in a bar.
-
That
explains it.
-
Eugenios
let me introduce you to our jackass of a host mr Jonathan Stephenson we call
him Jon or jerk.
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How
do you do? (I gave my hand) sorry for the drunkes of the hour.
He shaked my hand.
-
He
is a comedian is he? Nice he will feat right in with the rest of the freaks.
Now if you excuse me.
With that he left us, went in to a room and closed the door.
-
He
usually is a nice guy, he gets pissed though when we wake him up. Wait here for
me to grab a beer from the fridge, do you want one?
-
No
I am cool (and I wanted my head as clear as possible).
-
Suit
your self.
While he was gone I cheked out the place. Surprisingly it wasn’t a mess,
it seemed clean, the furniture wasn’t anything special but filled the space
nice.
-
Here,
take it.
-
I
said I don’t want beer.
-
I
heard you, take it anyway.
And with that he went for our mysterious friend’s door and knocked.
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Come
on in its open.
A neatly tied room opens before us, under the light of the candles it
gave a airy felling. The candles were arranged in a circle on the floor in to
that circle with his back on us while looking at TV was sitting cross-legged
the most strange man I had ever saw.
As he was sitting I couldn’t get a measure of his high, later I judged
him to be around 5’3’’ and 5’7’’. He had long hair of brown color. He was
wearing a T-shirt and jeans.
Also the candles were burning blue and green flames.
The room was relatively empty. Just a bed and a locker besides the TV
that was on the floor, carpet was covering the floor from side to side.
-
Hey
man watch up, were did you get the candles?
-
Hi,
James how are you today? I got the candles from a neighbor, handcrafted and of
excellent quality. Who is your friend over there?
-
Hi
sir my name is Eugenios Dante, I met James tonight and he brought me here, I
hope we don’t bother you.
-
No
don’t wary about that I was just checking to see if magic is used via TV to
control the masses or pass messages that go unnoticed by the actively thinking part of your brain.
-
What?
That was the best I could come up at the moment. James did better.
-
Well?
Is it?
-
Thankfully
no. But I do feel more inclined to do stupid things just to be away from this
devilish box.
-
So
what’s next?
-
I
don’t know I might try to check that Internet thing that you have going on.
I looked them numbed by the alcohol and by the seriousness that they
seemed to give at their conversation.
- Say James can you help with the candles?
- Sure, what I
do?
- put them out and let them near the locker.
Fore a moment I thought of volunteering to help but there was barely
enough room for 2 to move in the room, so I waited leaning on the door for them
to blow out and gather the candles.
I still hadn’t saw this mans face, he was still sitting on the floor and
with fast motions was gathering what candles were in front of him, putting out
the flame and neatly place them along the locker.
He had gathered half the candles and was standing up before James had
done a third of them.
He turned to me and for the first time I saw his face.
The first thing one noticed about him was his eyes. They were old eyes, those
were eyes that had seen staff, beautiful staff, horrible staff and they weren’t
tired from what they saw, there weren’t satisfied yet, his eyes gave a sense of
hunger, a longing for something and as he looked at me those eyes got a spark
in them.
- Hi again, forgive my manners, I am not accustomed to have company here,
other than James that is. Allow me to introduce my self my name is Zosimos
Zaman I am freelance writer, I write some columns in the magazines “occult for
you” and “the magic of tarot”, no? Well I am also preparing a book but its
along way from done at this moment.
- Wow that’s great! What is it about?
- To tell you the truth is about humans.
I waited for explanation or for him to add something that would give his
sentence a sense but he didn’t seemed inclined to add anything and I dint want
to push.
- Tell me do you play poker?
- I play from time to time yes?
- Great are you up for a game? Not real money of course.
- Well yeah sure.
- Neat, make your self comfortable while I get the deck.
James had ended with the candles and was getting some pillows from the
locker he put them on the floor and sat on them.
-
Come
on, come on, sit, here take the pillow.
I sat with my back on the bed and made my self comfortable.
- Are you sure we don’t bother at that hour?
- No don’t worry, Zosi never sleeps?
- He suffers from insomnia or something?
- No, nothing like this.
Before he could add anything Zosimos was back with a deck in one hand
and a beer in the other.
-
So,
he said, who shuffles?
Five games later every one was a lot more relaxed.
And by everyone I mean me, the other two were comfortable from the
start. We used chips to keep score and it was obvious that Zosimos was ahead.
It wasn’t that he won every game, it was more that he was losing less than the
rest of us, always knowing were to push and were to fold, always making casual
small talk and cracking really funny jokes been in other words an excellent
host.
It was around 04:00 am and a sense of contend started to creeping up for
me. That’s when Zosimos told us:
-
Want
to spicy the game up?
-
What
to you mean? Play for money?
-
No
man, play for stories.
-
Stories?
-
Yeah
you know? Stories, secrets, memories, precious to us moments, you know.
-
What
would be the point of that, for us to learn each others stories?
-
Yeah and no. Its kind more complicated than
that, and of course magic will be involved.
-
You
kidding right? Magic? What magic? Hocus pocus staff? Magic doesn’t exist.
-
Well
that’s all good then, nothing to worry about. With what shall we start with?
Secrets? First love? Embarrassing moments?
-
That’s
bullshit, why would we say any of those things to a stranger?.
-
Well
that’s the thrill, if you lose you have to tell something personal to a
stranger, there lies the danger and with it the thrill.
-
How
would you know if I lied?
-
I
wouldn’t but that’s bad sportsmanship from your part.
A mirth appeared in my face, maybe it was the ridiculous of the
situation but what the hell it sounded fun.
- How do we decide who lost the round?
- The one who lost the most at that round obviously, if it’s a draw both
people get to share with us.
- Fine lets do this, who will chose the subject?
- We each draw a card, the one with the highest value chouses what’s at
stake.
James got to chouse first.
-
Ok
I will go with embarrassing moment, lets play.
I have to admit I enjoyed this game
a little more, in the back of my mind I was debating the merits of saying a
true story or a false if I happened to loose, eventually I decide in the spirit
of sportsmanship to say a true story and then I lost. That happens when you
don’t pay attention.
I sat back and prepared my self for
the telling, my co players had a look of anticipation.
-
ok!
Well, that happened way back at elementary school, I was to be part of chorus
that would ride on a chariot in a parade, the theme was ancient Rome and the teachers
that were organized it told us to dress us in red t-shirt.
Suddenly I was back
there seeing my self, a young kid with a messed hair, excited for his parade, I
saw me as I runned after the school to my home and told my mother for the
teachers request, we were preparing the chariot as an after school project the
whole year, it was a big deal for me, then as I talked time moved forward
following the telling of my story, there I was at my room the morning of the
parade, getting ready, asking my mother for the t-shirt and I once again felt
my stomach tying in a knot as I noticed that the t-shirt was red with white
stripes but keeping silent, and later when I was told from my teachers to go
change and being confused as I hadn’t time to go home to change, none of the
teachers had time for me, the anxiety build once again in me as I was trying to
talk to the teachers and the only respond that I got was a glance and a go
change. I ended up staying out of the
parade and, frustrated and embarrassed I went home and cried in the arms of my
mother.
I awoke from the dream. Once again I was at
the small room of Zosimos, certain that I hadn’t move from the spot I was shocked
from the intensity of my memory.
I excused my self end
went to the bathroom to throw some water on my face, James started shuffling
the deck.
Once I got back we
started to play once again, this time the pay up would be a failed love.
I focused on my game and managed to win that round, the one who lost was
James.
- Ok guys give me a moment to gather my thoughts, could you bring me a
beer? Cool, I got it.
- This happened a long time ago.
- I was in my teens then I was hanging out with some folks and one day I
was told that we would go to a pub and a
girl would be invited so one of the kids could hit on her.
Again I felt that
strange sensation, without lousing connection with my surroundings I was
immersed in the story telling, I could almost make the faces of those kids and
see them as the went to the pub, I could feel the excitement of James and how
proud he was for his friend that would try to hit at such a beauty, so he
talked with her and kept inviting him to enter the conversation but he seemed
somewhat reluctant, finally he gave up and there rest of the night tried not to
focus to hard at her breasts, I could almost taste the beer and hear the music
in the background, I am sure I felt the excitement in his heart when he saw her
again few days later and had learned his friend wasn’t interested in her, he
managed to get her phone that day. Butterflies were flying in my stomach as he
asked here on a date and the warmth of the room was asphyxiating for me as for
him when he confessed her and she rejected him.
The room came again in
perspective.
Silently we began our third game. I didn’t play to win, I played for
Zosimos to louse.
The game stretched for a while and a round of beers was needed, as James
went to get them I looked our host again under this new light.
-
So
that’s magic?
-
What
did you expect? Fireballs and storms coming from the tip of my fingers.
-
I
didn’t expected anything to tell the truth, what else you can do?
-
Oh
a trick or two.
-
You
will louse this round I will make sure of that, are you planning to cheat on
your memory?
-
Why
would I do that? It spoils the game for all, me included.
-
Hey
guys, the beer arrived, now lets end this.
It was indeed Zosimos who lost, we again draw cards to choose the theme
of the memory, I won.
The memory would be hope.
I have to admit that I
was tired and wanted something nice for last, the beer, the late of the hour
and yes the return of my old memory had me exhausted, James story didn’t
helped, I just wanted to end the night with a happy memory.
This time I left my
self to be completely cared over by the magic, the first thing that hit me was
the cold sensation of the sea water, I saw Zosimos trying to stay afloat amidst
the wreckage that once was a fish boat, he was young and scared and moments ago
had saw his father being drawn to the depths with his leg tied up by a rope
that he had left uncoiled, panic had overflowed his senses only a small part of
his brain, the one that cared above all else for survival was still working, he
was holding on to a piece of wood, trying to stay afloat scream for help and
cry at the same moment, all was lost he knew, his world was lost, nothing would
ever be the same, he was alone now and suddenly the world was a big place, he
let go. His hands simple stop holding the wood and his feet stop kicking. Nothing
was going through his mind, nothing at all. The sea accepted him in her embrace
and the world became quiet as he started to sink. Suddenly something touched
his back, strong arms grabbed him and he was pushed to the surface, he jerked
and tried to get free, to turn to see what was holding him, as he moved around
he got a glimpse of the impossible, his
father was holding him and just like that he was brave again, he stopped his movement,
got a grip of direction and started to swim to the surface along with his dad. The world was back on straight and his dad
would take care of everything.
I looked around at the
room and realized that I had tears in my eyes.
Not much was said after, we finished our beers
while making small talk and broke it up. The next day I felt refreshed, like I had
a goods night sleep, at some point I even called the girl from the bar for a date, she accepted.
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